Tuesday, February 3, 2009

6 months ago today...

My very existence was rocked to the core, and I haven't been the same since. Lily died 6 months ago today, and I hurt just as much as it happened yesterday. I've been trying to remember how it felt to feel her move around inside of me...I wish I had more time with her. I miss her so much, and think of her a million times a day. I should't have my daughter's urn on a bookshelf in my room...she should be 2 months old right now and in my arms. There just isn't anything else on my mind right now.

I love you, Lily. You are never far from my thoughts, and mommy misses you more than I could ever put into words.

3 comments:

aimeeeamomof3 said...

i miss her too she would have been an amazing daughter and a perfect cousin and a niece to my mom we all miss her so much and our sorry about all that you did to finally have a baby. your words touched my heart and made me feel like "this is the best ever!" feel free to express your feelings about your daughter i mean she is your daughter just do whatever you want and never through lily out of your family minds and hope. just always dream about the family you have now{including lily} we are all really sorry once again and feel free to express anything about your daughter.
love ya`ll,
madycait

Beth said...

I'm so sorry. 6 months was really hard for me too. I know how much you miss Lily.

Michelle said...

I really feel for you. I hit 6 months on January 22nd and it was incredibly hard. Our Emma was born still in July due to a cord accident. I miss her terribly, and I'm so sorry for your loss of Lily.