Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Feeling Left Out...

Ok, I'm really happy for all the deadbabymommas that are getting pregnant, but I'm seriously starting to feel left out. It feels like everyday I'm seeing a new positive pregnancy test...its just hard knowing that I will never pee on a stick again and get all excited to see the words "pregnant". All of my dbm friends are in my prayers everyday that their pregnancies will be healthy and that their new bundles of joy will arrive safely.

I am focusing all of my attention into the adoption and I guess my positive pregnancy test equivalent will be when I get THE phone call. Who knows~ maybe, I'll have my bundle of joy in my arms around the same time as all of my blogger friends...and to be a wee bit evil~ I won't have all that pesky pregnancy weight to lose :)

4 comments:

Hollie said...

I've been thinking of you lately, and can't imagine how hard that is on you.

You're such a strong woman though, and I commend you for looking into adoption!! Whichever baby God sees fit to be in your arms, is going to be VERY lucky to have parents like you guys!

Hopefully soon!! Please keep us updated!

Never forgetting Gregory said...

I'm contributing to that pain, but please know I think about you all the time. You have been through so much and it isn't fair. We will all throw an internet party when you get your call for your adoption!

Jessica said...

Oh honey! I am so sorry that you are feeling left out. I am praying and waiting for you to get THE call. Adoption is such a wonderful thing and it is wonderful that you are going to be able to provide such a loving home to such a special child!!! Hugs!

Beth said...

I'll help throw the internet party! And I love your "evil" comment! You're awesome, and you will make an awesome mom to a child who really needs one. Like the others have said, I do think about you a lot and it REALLY is not fair, but I'm so glad that you are able to look on the bright side at least part of the time! I know it must be har to stay positive.