Tuesday, May 5, 2009


Its hard to watch your hubby cry. We were watching one of those bbc short videos about the first trimester, and right at the part where they show the new little heart start beating...I look over at my sweet hubby and he is crying.

You should know that my husband is the BEST man that any woman could ever hope~ honestly, I have nothing bad to say about him. Not only is he the best husband but he is also a great daddy. He LOVES Lily and misses her just as much as I do...so, when the clip about the heart pumping came on...his mind went back to the night that he watched Lily's heart STOP on the u/s machine.

I so want this new little bean to be healthy and that we have a nice strong heartbeat on Monday's appointment. We both need hope and nothing brings about hope more than new life. His memory of Lily's last moments cannot be erased, but I do hope that our second child's hearbeat will be a sign for him of good things to come~


Lea said...

Thinking of you and your new little heartbeat.


Mrs. Mother said...

Big hugs to you both.

Never forgetting Gregory said...

I can't wait until you get to see this little one's heartbeat. It breaks my heart to see my DH cry also. That must just tug at your heart strings.

Dylan's Mommy said...

That is so sweet. It is so hard to see our DH's cry. I will say a prayer for ya'll. Can't wait for you to see that beautiful little heart pumping away on the u/s screen!

Bluebird said...

There's nothing more heartbreaking, you're right. I'm sorry youre DH has a reason to cry - those memories are so, so hard. But I'm so glad you have something in which to find hope. Thinking of you both and your little bean all the time!