Every 60 days I get reminded by my cellphone of all the saved messages and if they should be deleted or resaved...I was left a message by my RE on March 26th, 2008 to confirm that I was pregnant...ahh, the relief that flowed through me the day that I received that message...
Now, it stabs me in the heart...but, I can't erase it either...I know her exact words..."Jennifer, this is Yolanda, from Dr. P_'s office calling to confirm that you are indeed pregnant. The test shows that this is a very early pregnancy...."
My finger scoots over to 7 which would erase the message but quickly realizes the pain that would surface and goes back to 9 to resave the message...
My heart knows that in 60 days I will have to listen to this message again...and, chances are I will hit 9 again...and again...
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Wow. I thought I was the only one that did that. I don't have one saying that I was pregnant...but I do have numerous from my nurse concerning my pregnancy with Lilly. And I just can't erase them... not yet anyways.
It's hard to let go of anything that reminds you of your baby. I would save those too if I were you. :) (((HUGS)))
Just keep hitting 9!
{{{hugs}}}
Im glad Im not the only one who does this too. Its hard to release any of the things that remind us with our babies. I agree with Em, just keep hitting that 9 until you're ready. *HUGS*
Like everyone says its hard to let go of anything. I can't even let go of the container that Jonathan's original ashes arrived in. The container has his name on it and he was in there. I can't let go of it.
I had several voicemails from my dad that I'd been saving on my phone. I finally just paid someone $30 to transfer them to a CD. I still haven't been able to listen to them, but just knowing I have his voice there for me to listen to, one day makes me feel better. These memories are all we have.
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