Thursday, January 1, 2009

Come on! How much can I take?

My dh and I just got back from a New Years party at one of our neighbor's house, and it was a little painful. There was a 2 year old, a 2 month old, and a pregnant girl~ now listen, I've promised myself that I would be easier on myself and allow my heart to move forward, but how much can one girl take?

I so wanted to be happy and laugh and enjoy myself, but in every corner of the house was a reminder of how different my life now is...I didn't get to complete my pregnancy, Lily will never be 2 months or 2 years old...

I'm wanting to start this year with a fresh and positive perspective, but found myself wanting to hide in the corners the very first day of the year!


Mrs. Mother said...

I'm so sorry you had to go through that. We went to eat last night, and they were talking about a girl who was due on Christmas but went over. I wanted to cry, but I turned my attention to Tessa. It is so hard, big hugs to you.

Never forgetting Gregory said...

I'm so sorry. My first day of this "New" year has sucked also. Hugs. That must have been tough to fight through. =(