Friday, April 22, 2011

Here are two examples of how I feel that I'm *better* regarding Lily's death...

1. I heard someone say that their daughter's name was Lily and it didn't even phase me. Afterall, it's not like I own her name.

2. Our church is having a Mother and daughter luncheon and I'm *okay* with it. Whereas, last year at Mother's day, this would've depressed me.

One way I still HATE that she's not here...

I went to get a mani/pedi this morning and a dad was there with his daughter getting a mani. I feel sorry for my hubby still that he won't experience these types of activities. I've learned to live with the things that I will never do with Lily but I still feel bad for what my hubby is missing.

3 comments:

E said...

*hugs* Did I tell you that my best friend's daughter was named Lily too? she is the one that lost her at 20 weeks.

I hope Mother's day isn't too hard on you this year.

AKD said...

<3

New Year Mum said...

Every step on the grieving path is a huge step... thinking of you for mother's day too xoxo