Saturday, December 26, 2009

Peace

I know Christmas was a beautiful day in Heaven...I thought about Lily several times yesterday but not with sadness. I thought of her with love and pride. I know she is perfect and will never feel pain or rejection. She is in a good place...
So, I lit her candle and I bought her flowers...and, thanked her for choosing me to be her mommy even if I didn't get to have her for very long. I'm honored to be able to carry the title of Lily's mommy forever...it's not just my blog's name it's the badge that I wear with pride.

7 comments:

Franchesca Cox said...

You have so much to be proud of, what a beautiful little girl. I am glad you found that peace.

Bree said...

So beautiful, Jenn. Cooper and Lily are blessed to have you as their mother. I love Lily's candle, it's perfect!

Em said...

{{{hugs}}}

I love the angel candle!

Mirna said...

Lily is proud of you too Jen. I am glad you are at peace and like you said, so is she. Love

Trennia said...

(((HUGS)))

Bluebird said...

I'm so happy for your pride :)

I want you to know that the last paragraph of your last post, which is echoed somewhat in this post too, really stuck with me and I thank you so much for that. I'm so glad that, when I was writing to our babies and wishing them a Merry Christmas, I was able to note that I'm sure it was an awesome awesome day in Heaven. Thank you for that reminder and perspective.

((Hugs))

Jessica said...

Jen, she will always be your little girl. You will always love her and she will always love you. I love the angel candle holder. *hugs*