Lily's shirt for her brother :)

I wanted something special for Cooper to wear to the March for Babies walk this year so I had a t-shirt made by a fellow blm, Katy, who is the mastermind behind Somewhere over the Rainbow. Her shop is precious and she sells many items for our angel babies as well as items for our rainbow babies.

I had a huge smile on my face that this shirt came today since you will remember that today is a special day between her and I if you read my previous post :)

The anniversary...

Today is the anniversary of the happiest day of my life. Today, 4 years ago, was the day that I got my positive pregnancy test with Lily. We had been waiting to see the word "pregnant" on a hpt for almost 2 years. Today is also my 34th birthday...

Lily,

You changed the meaning of my birthday when you made your presence known. I envisioned my birthdays to be so different when I took that test and found out that you would be coming into our world. I imagined sharing birthday cake with you and you making me a homemade card. We both know that today won't be filled with these sweet memories (with you being here)but the day that I found out about you will always be my sweetest memory.

I know we'll celebrate together one day and until then...I love you and miss you relentlessly.

Forever,
Mommy